To lose control of one's own life is ridiculously easy.
If you strongly depend on friends, bosses or colleagues, then your life is determined by circumstances that you can not control in any way.
It's time to change the situation.
Forgive yourself. Because of the constant stresses and problems in the family, many people become weak. In this there is nothing to worry about. Because of fatigue, most forget about their own dreams and past aspirations. This is also not critical. Remember that you are a living person, and you may have flaws. Perfect people did not know the story, so stop being reproached and forgive for mistakes.
Do something. It does not matter what exactly it will be. Simply put a goal in front of you and reach it. It is important that the goal meets your needs, not someone else's. When you begin to use your strength for yourself, you will have a "second wind". You will be able to deal with business more quickly, and the quality will increase significantly.
Understand your thoughts. You probably have battles in your head. Modern life forces a person to solve many problems simultaneously. This leads to complete confusion in the head. If you can not control your thoughts, then how can you control your own life? Start thinking more positively, visualize, use auto-training. Avoid the negative, try to completely drown it.
Take a vacation. Go somewhere where you will be completely alone. Think carefully about your life. Feel freedom and emancipation. Make plans for the future and set a goal for life. This is a very important stage in your life and you can not miss it. Take life in your own hands and achieve success.